Monday, May 9, 2011
150th Anniversary of American Civil War
After countless books, maps, DVD's, and Civil War music, I feel I am ready to return to 1861. With much effort to pull myself away from the TV and bed, I am feeling the writing muse beckon at my side to complete my novel by Jan 1, 2012.
In order to keep so information from becoming repetitious, I am strongly considering breaking each part of the book into 4 parts. It's not uncommon for authors to write book series which makes sense considering I have information overload.
The girlie part of me wants to write a version of a Jane Austin/Civil War novel, not so much for publicity sake, but because I feel it might appeal to a larger/ younger female audience.
My husband, however feels I should write a Civil War "erotic" novel which I am sure would sell, but I do not wish to compromise my literary integrity for cheap sales. So sorry Miguel and all those perv men friends who highly support his decision.
As of now Milicent (the heroine), is tiredly studying and crafting codes to teach potential spies. Meanwhile her husband, Edwin, is working tiredly with Union Generals in Washington recruiting professional photographers, topographers, and trusted Union couriers. With Abraham Lincoln in such a predicament, he is willing to confide in Edwin Bingham's intelligent prowess, especially since the Confederates have already occupied parts of Quebec and Southern Ontario.
EXCERPTS TO COME LATER
In order to keep so information from becoming repetitious, I am strongly considering breaking each part of the book into 4 parts. It's not uncommon for authors to write book series which makes sense considering I have information overload.
The girlie part of me wants to write a version of a Jane Austin/Civil War novel, not so much for publicity sake, but because I feel it might appeal to a larger/ younger female audience.
My husband, however feels I should write a Civil War "erotic" novel which I am sure would sell, but I do not wish to compromise my literary integrity for cheap sales. So sorry Miguel and all those perv men friends who highly support his decision.
As of now Milicent (the heroine), is tiredly studying and crafting codes to teach potential spies. Meanwhile her husband, Edwin, is working tiredly with Union Generals in Washington recruiting professional photographers, topographers, and trusted Union couriers. With Abraham Lincoln in such a predicament, he is willing to confide in Edwin Bingham's intelligent prowess, especially since the Confederates have already occupied parts of Quebec and Southern Ontario.
EXCERPTS TO COME LATER
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Forever in search of job
So far within these past two weeks I have applied for several different nursing positions, only to receive that dreaded email stating that "they" are looking for someone with more qualifications.
It used to be that I would submit a resume and immediately be called for an interview and hired that day. I suppose those days are over. I cannot relay to you the frustration over such a situation, but I did it to myself.
When I moved back to Los Angeles from Boston, I was a complete mess, and instead of working on straightening myself out, I jumped into nursing right away. The problem was that I had nothing to offer my patients because I could barely keep hold of myself. Therefore, this lead to my demise and I was unable to perform my job properly.
Now several years later, I yearn to help others and I can't because I established such a bad reputation as an employee, that no one will hire me.
What is ironic is that my job is in huge demand, yet no one dare touches me, it's as though I have the plague...rather depressing really.
I continue to tell myself not to despair and that when that one career opportunity presents itself it will be meant to be. Until then, I am continuing to apply for several nursing jobs that I have great interest in and perhaps they will take a chance on me.
Several times I have kicked myself in the head about the absurdity of the situation, and it's depressing as hell. Had I just listened to that inner voice and took a break, then maybe, just maybe, I would not be in the predicament I am in.
Like Ulysses S. Grant, who tried on several hats before joining the civil war, I know I will eventually come out with guns blazing!
At times I feel as though I am running an uphill battle. I often think of General Sherman and how he had to retire from military life due to depression, but eventually overcame those obstacles, and I dare say he did a brilliant job when he re-entered the military. If it were not for Sherman and Grant, then who knows where our nation would be. *can't help using Civil War references since my research for book is all about it*
I'm not saying I am going to save the country, but if I could help one patient at at time, then I will feel fulfilled, now it's all a matter of time before my shining moment comes and I can once more enter a hospital or facility knowing I can make a difference.
It used to be that I would submit a resume and immediately be called for an interview and hired that day. I suppose those days are over. I cannot relay to you the frustration over such a situation, but I did it to myself.
When I moved back to Los Angeles from Boston, I was a complete mess, and instead of working on straightening myself out, I jumped into nursing right away. The problem was that I had nothing to offer my patients because I could barely keep hold of myself. Therefore, this lead to my demise and I was unable to perform my job properly.
Now several years later, I yearn to help others and I can't because I established such a bad reputation as an employee, that no one will hire me.
What is ironic is that my job is in huge demand, yet no one dare touches me, it's as though I have the plague...rather depressing really.
I continue to tell myself not to despair and that when that one career opportunity presents itself it will be meant to be. Until then, I am continuing to apply for several nursing jobs that I have great interest in and perhaps they will take a chance on me.
Several times I have kicked myself in the head about the absurdity of the situation, and it's depressing as hell. Had I just listened to that inner voice and took a break, then maybe, just maybe, I would not be in the predicament I am in.
Like Ulysses S. Grant, who tried on several hats before joining the civil war, I know I will eventually come out with guns blazing!
At times I feel as though I am running an uphill battle. I often think of General Sherman and how he had to retire from military life due to depression, but eventually overcame those obstacles, and I dare say he did a brilliant job when he re-entered the military. If it were not for Sherman and Grant, then who knows where our nation would be. *can't help using Civil War references since my research for book is all about it*
I'm not saying I am going to save the country, but if I could help one patient at at time, then I will feel fulfilled, now it's all a matter of time before my shining moment comes and I can once more enter a hospital or facility knowing I can make a difference.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Sensa Update
At first I was skeptical about Sensa, as I am about all diet fads. I sprinkled my food for a good 10 days and then became lax about it. I noticed the scale hadn't shown more than a 1/2 lb loss, but over the next couple of weeks I noticed that I ate less and felt full. Occasionally I sprinkle Sensa on my food, but not as often as before. I am now happy to announce that within 3 weeks I have lost 7 lbs. I haven't changed what I eat, nor have I exercised as I said I would because I fell into a depression and didn't feel like doing much.
Next week will mark 1 month on Sensa and I plan to increase my activity level now that I am feeling somewhat more like my old self. The best part about Sensa is that there are not any side effects, I get to eat whatever I want, and it's easy to do...just sprinkle, and within a few minutes I feel satisfied and don't feel the need to overeat just because it tastes good.
I'm going to continue until I hit my target wait then try to maintain it without Sensa...will let you know.
Next week will mark 1 month on Sensa and I plan to increase my activity level now that I am feeling somewhat more like my old self. The best part about Sensa is that there are not any side effects, I get to eat whatever I want, and it's easy to do...just sprinkle, and within a few minutes I feel satisfied and don't feel the need to overeat just because it tastes good.
I'm going to continue until I hit my target wait then try to maintain it without Sensa...will let you know.
Friday, January 14, 2011
Is Sensa sensible?
In the forever crazy world of weight loss schemes I stumbled upon an infomercial for Sensa. It was created by Dr. Alan Hirsh (www.trysensa.com) and I will let you look up the rest of the information on the page provided.
Odd how in July I was complaining of losing too much weight and feeling skeletal whereas now I feel like a bloated pig, and my goal is to lose a good 15 pounds. Of course I realize there is not a miracle drug or supplement that will make me look like Megan Fox in a string bikini, but I can try!
Anyway, being the desperate housewife living in a city of beautiful fit people, I decided to try this out. I'm also going to return to the workout circuit and try to cut back on the Oreos.
I purchased a two month supply and will keep you updated on any progress. This afternoon was my first try of Sensa as I poured the magic sprinkles over my food. Any day that I lose an ounce or more, I will publish a post along with what I ate that day.
Ashamed to say today I ate horrible, but then again I have been on antibiotics, Vicodin, and Zofran for a kidney infection and my appetite has been "blah":
1 small bowl of mashed potatoes
5 oreo cookies
1 pancake
less than one ounce lamb curry
less than one ounce chicken tikki masala
one apricot dried fruit strip
10 chedder sunchips
Odd how in July I was complaining of losing too much weight and feeling skeletal whereas now I feel like a bloated pig, and my goal is to lose a good 15 pounds. Of course I realize there is not a miracle drug or supplement that will make me look like Megan Fox in a string bikini, but I can try!
Anyway, being the desperate housewife living in a city of beautiful fit people, I decided to try this out. I'm also going to return to the workout circuit and try to cut back on the Oreos.
I purchased a two month supply and will keep you updated on any progress. This afternoon was my first try of Sensa as I poured the magic sprinkles over my food. Any day that I lose an ounce or more, I will publish a post along with what I ate that day.
Ashamed to say today I ate horrible, but then again I have been on antibiotics, Vicodin, and Zofran for a kidney infection and my appetite has been "blah":
1 small bowl of mashed potatoes
5 oreo cookies
1 pancake
less than one ounce lamb curry
less than one ounce chicken tikki masala
one apricot dried fruit strip
10 chedder sunchips
Saturday, January 1, 2011
First day of New Years Resolution
As I had mentioned on my fb page, I am not going to buy any clothes or shoes for next year with the exception of my future London/Paris trip. Today I have found myself desperately internet shopping, placing items in my cart and then reluctantly leaving the online store page.
Like an alcoholic or overeater, I am trying to fill some kind of void that is bottomless. My only salvation is my continued writing on my novel, but with all the research, I often find myself becoming impatient wanting to complete my story so I can submit it to several literary agents. The only factor against me is finding the time to write and research. My lovely daughter requires lots and lots of attention, which of course I do not mind considering she is my baby and one day she will not be around. There will be a time when she goes off to college (hopefully in Boston or Paris...but not pushing it) and she will be busy leading her own life and creating her world.
So, as I rang in the New Year last night, my thoughts were that this year is going to be different and I am finally going to complete something in my life (meaning my novel). I love starting new projects, but never to completion. I am my own cheerleader for 2011.
Like an alcoholic or overeater, I am trying to fill some kind of void that is bottomless. My only salvation is my continued writing on my novel, but with all the research, I often find myself becoming impatient wanting to complete my story so I can submit it to several literary agents. The only factor against me is finding the time to write and research. My lovely daughter requires lots and lots of attention, which of course I do not mind considering she is my baby and one day she will not be around. There will be a time when she goes off to college (hopefully in Boston or Paris...but not pushing it) and she will be busy leading her own life and creating her world.
So, as I rang in the New Year last night, my thoughts were that this year is going to be different and I am finally going to complete something in my life (meaning my novel). I love starting new projects, but never to completion. I am my own cheerleader for 2011.
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